Senin, 22 Desember 2008

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Selasa, 02 Desember 2008

My Story Love, Part 3 (Truth, Despair & Fear, Fatal Disease)

Hello,

Hmm… On the last posting I tell about life everyday with my girlfriend. in this posting I will tell the third story and this part I will start from begin until the end of my love story. This story will start from unexpected of the truth.

This such of big rain, I just stay at home only without do anything, this is very ordinary day. I Feel so bored just sit at the corner of the house, but at the same time the phone was ringing and the phone call is from gladis mother. I hang up the phone and say “Assalamualaikum”, and she answer “Walaikumsalam”, I asking her “What happen Mrs. Afsan ?”, and she say “Candra, can you get to my house when the rain is over ?”, I answer “Yes, when the rain is over I will straight to get there, what happen ?”, she answer “I will tell you when you arrive”. After she said that she close the line. I continued to think what happen until I must go to gladis with the hurry.

After the rain was over I straight to go to gladis house, on the road I still think what happen and why I must go there, maybe I get a little surprise. When I arrive, gladis mother told me to come in and sit down. I feel so strange on there because I didn’t see gladis. On the same time gladis parent sit around me, I asking them “where’s gladis? “, they just silence not answer me and gladis mother say “gladis is go to somewhere”, with confuse I get to asking again “go to where?” with the full of sad she said ”candra can you go with us ?”, with full until blow up from my head with confuse I answer that question “yes?!”.

When that conversation is over without wait anymore we had to go. When we arrive I feel more confuse again, with full unexpected we go to hospital. With confuse, and fear to face them become one. I asking them again what happen in fact, they just answer so that I followed them. When arrive in some room, I see a girl, after I came near her, in the reality that girl is gladis. I have quiet and silent. I don’t know why this can happened.

Selasa, 25 November 2008

My Story Love, Part 2 (Promise Two Little Finger, Sincerity, When Dream And Day Unite)

Hello,

This is the next story from my last posting, I will try to continued the part where I go with my girlfriend and what we have been through them with all the problems. Enjoy reading this posting.

One year has been past when I make commit with gladis. But that day I remember we celebrate our first anniversary. Maybe this ordinary event but for us is very special and beautiful moment. I and gladis find some beautiful and romantic place, We found a restaurant with a nice view. On there we tell the truth about each other, our feeling, and the final story what we dreaming. When I hold her hand, gladis say “Today I am very happy, can sit by your side and with you”. I reply “I am very happy too, I want to make a promise about something”, she saw my deepest eyes with asking “Okay, What promise?”, and then I saw her eyes with said “We always together when ever forever with love”. And then we make promise with our little finger. After that, we eat together with full of care and little laugh. So beautiful on that moment, happiness, sad, laugh and smile bind together. The noon has come, we split to going home and when I arrive I call her to make sure she was arriving too. And then, I go to my room and close my eyes to face the next day.

The after day we make a plan to takes some vacation together because holiday was come. We plan the vacation to go to Jakarta and Bandung. This is our little dream when we together to make vacation long time ago. We prepare the tools and foods for supplies.

Our first destination is Jakarta. When we arrive, we go to gladis uncle house. We sleep there because I get permission from our family. Dufan is the first place we visit. On there we have fun and enjoy the game. We spend 3 days on Jakarta and then we go to Bandung until get permission from gladis uncle. Bandung is the next destination.

We arrive in Bandung, We straight to go to my grandmother house because so tired on the road. The next day we hangout to BIP on there we go to cinemas, eat and shopping. A lot of place when we visited, day by day we fill with full happiness. Now, our little dream come true, our dream holiday have been trough together. We spend a week in Bandung, after that we go to hometown.

This is our holiday with the most violent and beautiful moment what we have been trough. I feel so thanks to GOD because give me this beautiful experience.

See yaa….

“Promise Two Little Finger, Sincerity, When Dream And Day Unite”

Selasa, 18 November 2008

My Story Love, Part 1 (Tryst, Initial Love, And The Wind Feel)

Hello all,

This is about my story love that have been Four years ago, this can be my first love story. I will tell all of this story for Four parts, I will post a parts of this story for four post, that are 7th post to 10th post.

In this 7th post I will tell the first of my story, that are begin and background of this story. Maybe this story will be shorting because this story is so long.

Beginning from our meet that was never to think for me. On Sunday like ordinary, I was lazy in my house, because nothing activity that must doing. At afternoon, I’m still on my bed. My mom come in and says “Hey, that was daytime, hurry up! Wake up! And set right your bed, after that take a bath”. With a weak voice I reply “I’m lazy mom, because this day nothing activity”, my mom just shaking her head and says, “you don’t know that time will invited a guest, that for a long time did not meet”. And I says, “indeed who will invite us?”, my mom reply “ this is surprise, after you meet them, you will never think, so just wake up and take a bath”. And I passed of and says, ok mom”.

Some moment after bath, my mom call, she tell me that the guest was coming. I quickly to use my shirt and lets to primp my appearance. After that, I get out from my room and quickly going to sitting room to see who was coming. I was shock after I look they, evidently Mr. Afsan’s Family, they was my neighbour when I was child, they migrate to Jakarta when I was five years old. There’s something still make me confused, that was a girl as young with me, she so pretty, her skin is white, I was thinking is she a friend from my pass, Gladis ???? Me and her family doing some cheat chat, mean while Mrs. Afsan asked me “Candra, do you remember with gladis ? you are so close and always play together”, I was thinking and answer “hmm.. I remember that”, with a little shy, hehehee. I’m so glad because gladis’s family now back again near from my house. The conversation was continued until the noon come.

In afternoon, our family going together to restaurant, we continued the conversation again, sharing and laugh together. It’s been a long time me and gladis family not do this anymore so we spend that time together. The dinner was done, Magrib was come and we search the place to pray. After that, my mother talk to me, “go with her, maybe is been a long time for you not seeing her”, Gladis mother talk same with my mother. When I hear they said like that, me and gladis with little shy and little clumsy going to somewhere after saying goodbye to our parents.

We go together with talking about our pass, we laugh and jeer each other, we both can adapt automatically because we be a friend long time ago. Young gladis who is always cry in front of me was grown up beautiful and kindly. It’s so wonderful together again, I was never imagine how the time can meet us again.

Day by day we through together with fun. Someday I take her to some beautiful place, on there I shot her with love, with little nervous from my heart and soul waiting the answer from her. After do that, the answer come with slow, “Candra if you really love me, can you proof that ?”, Without thinking anymore I kiss her forehead and said, “I always take care of you and always there no matter what”, and then she hug me and said “I Love You, don’t make me down”. Tears of happiness flow from our deepest heart. I’am so glad, my feeling cannot imagine that, from now all what I dream was come to and the happiness come with the new life.

This is the begin from my love story, begin from the meeting until the feeling who can reach the wind of new life, begin from all that thing who can make my body and soul now. In the next posting I will telling the next of my love story and what happen with that. So, just waiting from my next posting.

See yaa……

“Tryst, Initial Love, And The Wind Feel”

Selasa, 04 November 2008

Meaning Of Life

In any human kind always want life full of meaningless even by yourself or as a group. We always want reach all what we dream with full of spirit as the final destination. We want to be a success, be yourself, responsibility, and useless for community. And then we want to recognize and be loved from people around because from that we can find the meaning of life and happiness.

Every human life won't get a trouble especially never ending problems because with that we will trough the life with vague. Live with the darkness without direction and don't know what to do.

Meaning of life have unique and personal feature, that mean is what we call is charm is not the same with others. Even maybe what we think that is important and meaning for now is not the same in other time. In this point meaning of life for somebody and what should we do is special feature, different with others and maybe change with the time.

Other feature from meaning life is specific and real. The mean is we can found in experience and livelong day and don't have connecting with the idealistic achievement or word of philosophy. Adore with the sun shine, see the sky with full of glory and flower fragrant make our heart keeping touch, saw the smile of cutie puppy, or feel sad when see our brother lie up, intense to do home work, that's all are example of meaning livelong day.

Next, other feature of meaning life is give direction to activities make life is challenging and inviting to someone reach that. When we found that, we will do anything with the pleasure. All activities will be good direction.

But when we found the end of meaning life, we will sad and falling with nothing because we don't have to responsibility to all activity or cover with the mysterious thing. That image is sub human because characteristic of humanity are consciousness and responsibility. That stupid mind is make existence frustration and live without nothing.

So, why ALLAH S.W.T makes statement to the all human with the one direction is to pray. And the fact is pray make human to the consciousness and responsibility as human. Pray make human heart is pure, change the unrest and fear with the confidence as give and blessing from ALLAH S.W.T. When life just for pray to the God, that is the time for human to get the meaning of life.

Selasa, 28 Oktober 2008

Experience Became Boarding House Boy

This is my first time when I became boarding house boy. I want to tell you some little story when I was come to this place until now. Maybe this is just an ordinary story but I think was interesting.

I came from a small town, that call name Sukabumi, that place is in West Java. I pass the test from Padjadjaran University. And then I go to Bandung to find a boarding house and register to myself in Padjadjaran University.

After I found that place near Sekeloa Selatan, I go to buy some tools and others all what I need. I buy all of them in Bandung Indah Plaza, on there I can get what all I need. A lot of stuff what I buy like bin, plate, glass, spoon, fork, iron, carpet, and pillow. After I bought them, I decorate my room with my inspiration to get my pleasure. Finally, that work was done and my room now is comfortable. When I’m done, I going to sleep.

Day by day, I live in that place. I got a lot of experience. If I don’t have money and donation from my parents doesn’t have come, I always loans to my friend because I doesn’t have money anymore. Maybe that embarrassing me but I must do that because I’m hungry.

Selasa, 14 Oktober 2008

My Story Child

By The Way about life we'll be glad about that. Start from child until now. Hmm... Life is short story through the time and space. Our journey will be come a memory in the future. And the trully is all of people have memories, even that happines or sad story. So life is like spinning wheels never stop or like sun and moon switch them in this world into two space, is day and night.

Ok, I want to tell you some story about me when i was child. By the way, I had a lot good memories. Exactly with family is unforgetable because they are is a part of my life and fill my whole life day by day with they support and spirit.

When I was child, I always get all i need because i'm the first son in my family. If i made mistake, my parents always give me advice and never hurt me. They really love me and i love them too. My behaviour is very naughty and always do something stupid. Maybe that's all is normally in my age. So many memory in that age even that not all i remember.

In every week, My parents always take to vacation especially to Bandung. We spend a month on that place and we were stay in grandmother house.

Taman Lalu Lintas and zoo is my favourite because that place is so many fun games. On there we can see a lot of rare animals likes lion, crocodile, bear, and a lot of beautiful birds. There's so many fun in this age because i have a lot of memories who i never forget. I feel so lucky to live between other people.

Especially thank's to ALLAH S.W.T because You gave me happines that i won't forget. And thank's to my father and mother who has caring me, loving me, and teaching me to through the life with no empty. I hope ALLAH S.W.T will pay them.


~ Love You Mom and Dad ~